The Fort

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I’ve slowly been working off years of trauma caused by receiving only one TV station as a child. It was channel 8 and broadcast off the top of Mt. Washington. They claimed they covered NH/VT/ME but it was really only just Maine. Maine is a pretty cool place, if you live there and can afford to live in a nice part. If you don’t, all the Mainia just makes you want to vomit a little. Ok, a lot. With a lot of psychotherapy, I’ve been able to overcome all of that.

On this excursion I was showing Mr. Freeman the beauty of the New Hampshire coast line and a little bit of Maine. I would normally only end up in Maine if I made a wrong turn at the Portsmouth traffic circle. Luckily for me and many other people the first exit in Maine is for reversing direction. On this occasion we chose not to reverse direction but to continue into the land of lobster, Olympia Snow and low income CSAs.

Fort McClary was built to guard the port from some enemy during some series of wars. It isn’t open this time of year but we parked and explored anyway because our bellies were full of Newick’s fried seafood goodness.

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You could fire a canon from here but it would kill you. Yup. If you fired a cannon, the ball would bounce off some pretty hardcore rock and come right back at you. Death.

Oh and it is Polaroid Week so rock on!

May All Your Troubles Fade Away

When I was trying to figure out what to do with my Fade To Black film, I had the idea of using it to cast spells. fadetoblackmoney

I have anxiety around money, especially spending it. My anxiety stems not from spending too much money but from having the money leave my custody. I decided that I’d take a picture of money and demand that as the image fades my anxiety about money will also fade.

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I spend a lot of time stretching, exercising and endeavors to ensure that my body remains healthy and visually appealing. In high school I took a medication called Accutane which has allegedly been linked to a lot of medical conditions. I’ve had issues with my eyes, liver and intestines that may be related to my use of accutane as a teenager. In some ways I feel that I have destroyed my body for vanity. I took a picture of my leg and decided that as the image of my leg faded away, so would my body issues.

It was rather awkward to stand at the angle required to photograph my leg and as my SX/70 ejected the image, it became damaged because of touching my leg. This means that the image in fact did not fade.